well, I am going to be out of school for a while. This Wednesday, then all of next week. Not for reasons I want to happen, but its for the best. Then November first, a Thursday, I have to take this computerized baby home with me. And since I won’t be at school, I cannot just simply pick it up after classes are over and leave with it on the bus. I have to walk up there, with Ava because mom won’t be able to watch her. And I have to be there by 2:45. So, me and Ava will leave the house about 1:45, because it will take forever to walk there and I want to try my best to beat the afterschool traffic. Then I have to go pick that baby up, then my old Freshmen Comp. and Lit. teacher wants to see Avalyn, so I have to take the elevator upstairs(I am not even attempting to carry a real toddler, a fake baby, and a stroller up the stairs, I am clumsy) and go visit with Ms. Rogal. Then its all downhill from there. So, not a greatly eventful day, but there is one thing I have to tackle.
This I know is true
You are going through so much right now. So much stress, so much pain. Immense pain. And If I could, I would take it all away. Take the weight off of your shoulders. Take away the anxiety of it all, and put everything onto myself. Just for you. Because I love you so much, I do not want to see you go through this kind of pain. Any pain for that matter. You have always done everything in your power to take burdens away from us kids, and done all you could do make things easy. And so, in return, I want to do the same. I will not argue, “please, can you…” is all you need to say. I promise that I am going to make things a million times easier for you. I apologise for all those times I hurt you, argued with you, and disappointed you. You are my Best Friend, you are My World, You are my Mother. I love you dearly and unconditionally. You are the most thoughtful, intelligent person I know. So kind, but not too kind to where people walk all over you. You stand up for what is right and what you believe in. I am proud to call you my mommy. And I am proud to be your daughter, your mini-mindy, your flesh and blood. Like I always say “mommy, when I get older and have alot of money, I will buy you a BIG house, a yacht, a vacation home, and all you want“. That is all true. Because I love you. You are the best, at anything and everything you do.
I’m for you-and I’m dying for your love,
I’m for you-and my heaven is where ever you are.
I love you mom.
Slow me Down- Emmy Rossum
| Rushing and racing and running in circles Moving so fast, I’m forgetting my purpose Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning Getting nowhere My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic Save me Sometimes I fear that I might dissapear All that I’ve missed I see in the reflection Tell me Just show me The noise of the world is getting me caught up |
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I don’t love you-My Chemical Romance
Well, when you go
Don’t ever think i’ll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I’ll be off to find another way
And after all this time that you still owe
You’re still the good-for-nothing i dont know
So take your gloves off and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
“I don’t love you
Like i did
Yesterday”
Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It’s where you outta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar’s just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whoa
When you go
Would you even turn to say
“I don’t love you
Like it did
Yesterday”
Well come on, come on
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
“I don’t love
Like i love you
Yesterday”
I don’t love you
Like i loved you
Yesterday
I don’t love you
Like i loved you
Yesterday
