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Alright so, I did my Teach Pre-school thing yesterday. It went awesome. I love those kids, they are the good ones. Ha-Ha. I did however come home with a punding headache that cause my head to feel 200 pounds if not more, from the other kids screaming and crying. But hey, that’s kids for you. As far as the rest of my school work, it is going very well too. My grades went up from all F’s to C’s, B’s, I do however have a D, but I am working hard on changing that for the better. But, as far as my “love life” goes, that is somewhat non-existent. I mean, I do have someone I am interested in, but, niether of us is ready for a relationship yet.  He knows who he is, and my friends probably do too, I talk about him quite a bit, so, no need for names to be mentioned. But, he makes me smile like a dork, he makes me laugh so hard that I cry, he makes my bad days into good ones, with just one hug he makes me have the feeling I can do anything, talking to him makes me nervous, excited, happy, anxious, all at the same time. He gives me the butterflies I have never had before, you know, the ones that stay in the basket until he comes around, then they are all over the place like they just did crack or something. Ha-Ha. So, I will just stick around and see where exactly this leads I guess. Our computer is going to be gone shortly, so, I won’t be updating a whole lot anymore, I am not going to be on MSN or anything like that alot, so, if Sye or Jess wants to get ahold of me, your best bet is on here. Because this website is not blocked on the school’s computers. And thank goodness for that, cos I would have nothing to do at all! Ha-Ha. Well, thats it from me for at least a little while. Just, like I said, this site is anyone’s best bet if they want to get ahold of me. I will check it everyday. Maybe not write a post everyday, cos my life’s not that eventful, but I will check it. Pce guys. Love ya!

- Samm d’Massacre-

Jess and Isaiah

I’m not good with words, and I know that I am a day late..But I could not speak yesterday. I wasn’t there when Isaiah was born, but when you told me about him, I already loved him. I still love him. I didn’t meet him, but he’s always going to be in my heart. Seeing the cast of his body made it more real to me. He had your face, and he had the face one could just glance at and fall in love with. And him and Cheyanne will watch over each other. I love you Jess, and I am sorry I can’t say much, because I don’t know what to say. But you’re not alone, you never will be alone, not only do you have your family and your friends, but little Isaiah is always with you. Even as young as he was, he knows he was loved by you, loved by his aunts, his family. And he’s still loved. And as you go throughout life, he’s there. We’re here for you no matter what. You both are always in my thoughts. If you ever need anything, I’m just a phone call away. Even if its 2am on a Wednesday, I will listen to everything you have to say. I will always be a shoulder to cry on.

                   I’m here.

                                          ..We’re here.

I love you soooo much Jess.

             I love you so much Isaiah Jakob Pyne.

              Love always and forever,

                             Samm

finished, over, done, “fin”.

Its done and over with. I couldn’t lie to myself anymore, but we both knew it was over a while ago. We knew it was going to happen sooner or later. I mean today, we both avoided each other, because we knew. We knew today was the day. And we weren’t mad, we weren’t bitter, but relieved. And strangely, happy. We are free, and you did make me feel a little bad about it, but I guess I deserve it. With the way I broke it off, and how I did say “I love you” when i didn’t really mean it the last few weeks. But, the point is that it is over with. You keep talking about having fun now, and me, I just feel bad, but at the same time, I will have fun myself. Ah well, we had a good run. Ha-Ha. But hey, we are always going to be friends, and I think that’s how we are actually meant to be. We are great as friends, but as a couple, we both know that will never be right. So, thanks for not being pissed at me.

Pce.

                      ~Samm d’Massacre~

my bro’s!

Ben, Jared, Justin, I have known you since I was 10 Years old. You know everything there is to know about me. You are some of my Best Friends, you are my brothers as well. It is going to be kickass February 9th, you guys are going to be awesome, just like at Battle of the Bands. I am proud of you guys, and I love having you guys as friends. Thanks for being there for me you guys, and always having my back….especially when people give me shit. You are always there to put them in their place. Thanks, I love you all. Yes, even the way you are spastic and unpredictable. Ha-Ha.

 

–Sammielle(as jay calls me)

a night of fun

 Hell yeas, Super Mario Party, Pizza, Mountain Dew, Jackass 2.5, and The Brothers Solomon. They all add up to one sweet ass night. Not to mention the awesome people in it. Jess, Kevin, Toby, and myself. Sure, I suck hardcore at Super Mario Party, but it was fun. Hey, at least I got up to second place once or twice. Ha-Ha. Kevin kept stealing my god-damn gold stars. Bastard. lol.  No, But Jess, I think that Kevin is a winner. He’s no Kyle, that’s for sure. He’s very respectful, sweet, funny, and he seems caring.So, I am very extremely happy for you. But, I am so damn happy we are friends again, I cause a ‘god-damn call accident’. Ha-Ha. But, anytime you wanna hang out or talk or whatever, call me. Pce.

P.S.- Kevin, next time man, I will kill your ass in Super Mario Party!