Fun times at the open house!
Today was so much fun. I got to see Jess again, and then other people I haven’t seen for a while. I told her why I never asked her to come hang out. I didn’t want her to waste her money on gas and what not. But, I am going to call her this week, and we are definitely hanging out. That is my goal for the week. “Hang out with Jess”. I was actually a little scared that she was going to be upset with me because of the fact that I never called her, but she wasn’t, which I was happy for. But, it was a good night. Brie and Lindsey got attacked by Caleb and Derek; HILARIOUS! Aunt Beth got hammered…from her smirnoff twists. Ha-Ha. I think she is still hammered in her bedroom talking to people on her cell. Ha-Ha. Imagine those phone conversations. Mom got buzzed, and then proceeded to drive us home; I was not comfortable with it at all. But whatever. But, it was a night everyone needed. It was fun.
-Samm d’Massacre
Things are getting better and better. I am getting happier and happier. Things are looking up. Me and Nathan are still getting to know each other, but, he’s definitely a great guy. He’s witty, cute, nice, thoughtful, etc. Mom already wants to meet him, but I am not sure if that’s a good idea. I mean, I have only known the guy for about a week at the most, so, it’s not like we are dating. We just like each other. So, he probably shouldn’t meet my mom yet. She doesn’t think it matters how long we’ve known each other. But, I am just doing what I think I should do… which is not introduce him to my mom yet. Maybe soon, but I don’t know for sure.
So!……..Me and Brianna got into a fight today. Not physical, at least not on my part. She tried punching at me, but I blocked it. You do not know how bad I wanted to just hit her. Just one punch….square in the side of the head. But I didn’t. I kept my cool, and told her to back up. Eventually she did. The only thing keeping me from hitting her was knowing that she wasn’t worth the grounding. Oh, and me continuously calling her fat. Might be a bit harsh, but when someone swings at me, the last thing I am worried about is being polite. At that point, their feelings are the last thing on my mind. But, never hit her, when the old me would have “fuck it… hit the girl. She swung at you, correct her. Hit her right in the jaw.” Shows how I have changed. And I am proud of myself for being the grown up in the situation.
-No longer an immature child-Samm d’Massacre
The Leap.
I am taking that leap. I am meeting a guy today, and I hope it goes well. Aubri was the one who said she wanted to set me up with her friend, and I decided to let her. He’s very attractive, she says he is artistic, funny, nice, etc. She also told me that he’s the guy version of me. Ha-Ha. But, we will see how this all ends up. Hopefully it works. I mean, I took forever this morning to get ready, so that I make a good impression. Anyway, other things in life-
1. I am actually leaving the house now.
2. Things are getting better between me and my parents.
3. The end of my sophomore year is in 2 days!
Yeah, that is sort of all I can think of right now, but I am happier. I’ve definitely had more reasons to smile these days. More reasons to laugh. And I love it. But, wish me luck. I really want things to work.
-Samm d’Massacre
