Things are getting better and better. I am getting happier and happier. Things are looking up. Me and Nathan are still getting to know each other, but, he’s definitely a great guy. He’s witty, cute, nice, thoughtful, etc. Mom already wants to meet him, but I am not sure if that’s a good idea. I mean, I have only known the guy for about a week at the most, so, it’s not like we are dating. We just like each other. So, he probably shouldn’t meet my mom yet. She doesn’t think it matters how long we’ve known each other. But, I am just doing what I think I should do… which is not introduce him to my mom yet. Maybe soon, but I don’t know for sure.

So!……..Me and Brianna got into a fight today. Not physical, at least not on my part. She tried punching at me, but I blocked it. You do not know how bad I wanted to just hit her. Just one punch….square in the side of the head. But I didn’t. I kept my cool, and told her to back up. Eventually she did. The only thing keeping me from hitting her was knowing that she wasn’t worth the grounding. Oh, and me continuously calling her fat. Might be a bit harsh, but when someone swings at me, the last thing I am worried about is being polite. At that point, their feelings are the last thing on my mind. But, never hit her, when the old me would have “fuck it… hit the girl. She swung at you, correct her. Hit her right in the jaw.” Shows how I have changed. And I am proud of myself for being the grown up in the situation.

-No longer an immature child-Samm d’Massacre