Samm d’Massacre


Goodbye summer, Hello Fall.

Posted in 1 by samm d'Massacre on the August 31, 2008

I’d like to say goodbye to the following:

Ice cream trucks, Hot days, Swimming pools, Sun Lotion, Flip Flops, Shorts, Going to bed in the a.m., Parties, Butterflies, Jump-roping, Camping, Quad Riding, Beaches, Naps at 1 in the afternoon, Laughter of children, Sprinklers, Slip and Slides, Fireworks, Green Trees, Iced Sweet Tea, Gardening, Canoing, Michigan’s Adventure, Garage Saling, and Night time carnivals.

 

I’d like to say hello to the following:

Brown and orange leaves, Halloween, Raking, Pumpkins, Apple Cider, Corn Mazes, Turkeys, Jackets, Chilly weather, School, Fresh starts, Waking up at 6a.m., Caramel Apples, Scarecrows, Bales of Hay, Choir Concerts, Report Cards, Thanksgiving, and Tractor Rides.

 

It won’t be easy saying goodbye to summer, but I have to do it. I start my Junior year of High School in 2 days. I have mixed emotions about it. I’m sort of happy, because I’m almost done with High School, and I can leave for lunch. But another part of me is asking myself, “How did time fly by so fast the first two years of High School?”. And its making me realise that as much as I don’t want o, I have to grow up. Sometimes, I wish Neverland was real, I would escape there and never have to grow up, or pay bills, or go to bed at a certain time, etc. But, this is the real world, there is no such Neverland, so I just have to grow up and accept it.

*Sigh* 

                           This will be a good year. I can feel it. Wish me luck!

 

 

 

 

 

                                                                                                                   Samm d’Massacre

to my ex-boyfriend, christopher. I’m done with you and your childishness.

Posted in 1 by samm d'Massacre on the August 27, 2008
This won’t break your heart
But I just think it could
Cause I haven’t tried as hard as I should
To separate you from everything I do
But I would never want to come between us two

I’ll keep your memory vague
So you won’t feel bad about me
I’ll say the things that you said
Sometimes so it reminds me

Now I’m thinking back
To what I said before
I hope your heart won’t have to hurt anymore
Cause it’s really not that sad from here
Because the moments I can feel you near
They keep you close to me my dear
And if they ever become too clear…

Now you’ve gone away
Don’t worry it’s ok
That you’re gone away
Further than yesterday
But you’ll never leave these scenes
My mind replays

Where in the world have you gone now?