From confusion to hope.

*Sigh*    Well, Nathan and I are talking again. That’s an awesome thing. I really like him, and I hope that in the future something could come of this. But, the real happiness came when I checked my myspace. It said “new comment approvals”. Meaning, there were comments I needed to approve. He left me a regular profile comment and a photo comment. The regualr comment was that he missed me this morning, or didn’t see me(we were supposed to meet this morning in the cafeteria, I went in and didn’t see him) and then he saw me going into class, and that he will definitely make conversation next time we see each other. Then the photo comment made me light up. He commented on a picture of me from April 2007, I was going to my ex’s prom. He said “Looking good Samm… Thought it had to be said!”. It might be weird that it makes me happy, but its the little things that make me smile. But, I don’t want to make it a big deal, in cae things don’t progress or go anywhere. It’s just, he’s sweet, he’s funny, he’s smart, he’s polite, he’s respectful, he’s very attractive, he shares alot of the same interests as me, he’s just one of those guys I hope something happens with. So, while I had given up, and I felt hopeless, things came back into the light. School’s going good, Nathan is back to talking with me, I am becoming more social, etc.

                            I hope things get better.

                                                                                 -Samm d’Massacre