Excited, Happy, Nervous, Antsy, Anxious, etc.

Okay, I will start at the beginning. Today, before school even started me, Brendon, Aubri, Sam, Chase, and Connor were sitting in Chase’s garage and Sam and Aubri were talking about relationships and Sam said “I have a boyfriend”, Aubri said “I don’t and I don’t care”, so I said “I’m still waiting for me and Nathan to get there”. That’s when Aubri goes “He’ll ask, just wait. I’ll drop a hint. HaHa”. Well, me and Nathan always meet before 3rd hour starts and today he was especially anxious and determined to get me to ride with him after school. I didn’t know why, cos I saidI would get a ride home with him everyday after school. So, I just let it be. Well, come lunch time, I head over to Kayliegh’s and Chase’s. Kayliegh was doing something on her stairs, so I grabbed my cigarettes. I looked at her and told her about Nathan before 3rd hour. And that’s when she said “Well, I heard through the grape vine that he’s planning on asking you out today”. I just stood there in schock(but in a good way). And I kept saying “where did you hear that from? where? it was aubri wasn’t it?” After I said Aubri, she told me yes. So, I got in his car afterschool, and while we were driving to my house, I was just waiting for it. I wasn’t going to say anything, incase if he wasn’t going to ask me, I didn’t want to make an ass of myself. So, I just waited and we just talked about random things. Well, we pull into my driveway and as I’m getting out, he says to me “Well, before you get out, there’s something I want to ask you. I have been holding back on this for quite some time because I don’t know what to say; Would you want to go do something sometime? Like, a movie or whatever?”. At this point, I was jumping around dancing, but only on the inside. I said yes. He looked happy and relieved. But the thing is, if it were going to be this weekend, I would have to skip out on going to my dad’s. Which, don’t get me wrong, it’s totally worth. Because I mean, I really like this guy ALOT, and I have been waiting for him to ask me on a date for about a month and a half now, and come on, I have NEVER been asked out on a real date before. It’s always been “will you be my girlfriend?”, then the “dates” follow. I mean, that’s nice, but I have wanted to be asked out on a date for quite some time, especially since its with a guy I really like. HaHa. So, Long story short, I am super happy right now. I’m very excited, and nervous at the same time. But, that’s really all for now. pce.

 

                                                               -Samm d’Massacre