Nathan is GREAT!

Well, I went to homecoming this past Saturday night with the MOST amazing guy I have ever met. Nathan and I went and we got to dance; however, it was cut short for me because my stomach pain and a massive headache started to interfere. He took me over to Kayliegh’s and got to meet her. She seems to like him, although I can never really be sure. Mom likes him alot. He was able to joke with my family, he was VERY respectful, very kind, very sweet, and he didn’t mind my mom taking a million and one pictures. HaHa. He even opened every door for me, which I have never had anyone do for me before. It was perfect. But, when it came time to dance to songs such as “Tipsy”, “Whatever you like”, and other rap songs…..I wasn’t participating. I can’t dance, and I am comfortable around him, but not that comfortable yet. HaHa. We did get to slow dance though, we danced to “Don’t wanna miss a thing” by Aerosmith. I am so short compared to him though. I am about 5′5”, and he is 6′4”. Almost a whole foot taller than I. So, my hands were almost straight up while I was trying to put my arms around his neck and dance with him. It was quite a sight. HaHa. But, I can’t stop thinking about him, and as dumb as this may sound to everyone else, even though we went to homecoming together and he asked me out on a date… I’m still seriously confused as to whether he likes me or not. I know I like him. I’m probably overthinking it, like I always do. I always prepare for the worst, while in this situation, hopefully the best will happen. The best being, we go on a date or a few, and he asks me to be his girlfriend. I would say yes if he asked me tomorrow. But he is a guy who likes to take things slow. And when I say slow, I mean, almost a snails pace. I’m not used to this. I’m not used to being asked on a date or to a dance, then the boyfriend and girlfriend thing will follow. With ex boyfriends, it’s always been “will you be my girlfriend?”, then events follow that I guess would be considered dates. So, I am just gettingused to this ‘take it slow’ thing. But, he walks with me to a couple of my classes, I ride home with him everyday after school, we can talk about anything and everything, and we understand each other. We have the same hobbies, same interests, same styles, etc. I just, like where this is going. I hope this keeps up with the same strength, if not with a greater strength. I really Like him. But, I have to go. Bye.

 

 

-Samm d’Massacre.